I Am The Pilot

This time my habits are laid to rest.
I can't keep these secrets to myself.
My lips have been sealed tight for so long.
Here we are now face to face again
And my guilt is starting to set in.
But there's something keeping me from letting my words flow.
I'm desperate for inspiration.
Excuses are long gone.

Rescue me from what I've become
Because I'm too far along to give this up on my own.

Temptation is in full effect.
I'm torn but I haven't caved in yet,
To the problems I'll create from letting my guard down.
I'm done with living in regret
And my past is starting to reflect.
This cycle will continue for to long.

I'm as shallow as they come
With my self on my mind.
I indulge in the finer things of life.
But my ego's to strung out.
There's no self to absorb.
And I'm finding out the hard way there's more of me to explore.

Rescue me from what I've become
Because I'm too far along to give this up on my own.
Change the way I deal with out my self-control,
There is no doubt
I can give this up on my own.

It's happening.
I'm dying to be reborn.
Rescue me.
(Rescue me from what I've become)

Rescue me from what I've become
Because I'm too far along to give this up on my own. (Give this up)
Change the way I deal with out my self-control,
There is no doubt I can give this up on my own.